December 2010
80 posts
Baby sitting the most hyper kids. Thank god they are asleep now. But now I’m bored and cold. Don’t these people have blankets. But I guess I’m always cold lately. I think its from the lack of sleep… imma have to run back over to my house. Freaking freezing.
come on syd pull it together…
urgh hearing bad news is never easy. special when it hits so close to my heart. i hope this new year will turn a new leaf for them. they are definately in my heart were ever i go.
i want to play final fantasy but i should probably sleep and not wake up parentals. hmmm…. what to do?
nicolehyrule:
Kaskade - It’s You It’s Me
definately a more quiet christmas this year than most. it was nice, but i really do miss the hustle and bustle of people in my house on the holidays. im really not a people person but i dont get the feeling of the holidays unless i have some family and friends over, or go to their house. oh well right? christmas was still nice. and im very thankful for all the gifts. its funny how as u get older...
Things my father says (and what he actually means)
The priestess’ bus boy = altar boy
Adobo photoshop = adobe photoshop
man im so worn.
anyways… MERRY CHRISTMAS!
E 4:47 am (4:47:53 AM): haha
(4:48:01 AM): dnt worry i’m not liek super dupe rclingy
(4:48:07 AM): =__+
(4:48:13 AM): obviously s 4:48 am (4:48:23 AM): who says super duper anymore E 4:48 am (4:48:29 AM): lol ssssh
(4:48:33 AM): 5am and ur still insulting s 4:48 am (4:48:33 AM): barney does (4:48:34 AM): hehe E 4:48 am (4:48:35 AM):...
haha. i always find it funny when i spend all night talking to a person (i think i finally told him to go to sleep at 5am) and the next night they are super tired and crash. im here still up, functioning fully.
if you only knew what i was thinking…
s 3:00 am (3:00:18 AM): im being sarcastic E 3:01 am (3:01:45 AM): oh then
(3:01:46 AM): fck u
(3:01:49 AM): ppl like me s 3:02 am (3:02:02 AM): haha. (3:02:05 AM): i like u E 3:03 am (3:03:43 AM): haha aww I like u too s 3:03 am (3:03:58 AM): ^_^ E 3:04 am (3:04:13 AM): ^_^
i love how it always goes from always being so mean to going back to this....
i really dont appreciate people making fun of me that aren’t close to me. i dont know whats going on. but im perfect in my world, dont drag me into yours. people that know me know very well know i am not someone to mess with.
i finally find myself with all this time. since im on break and off of work. with all this time youd think id try to get stuff done that i havent been able to. however i find myself just sitting here. unmotivated to move. my excuse is i am sick. which i am. hopefully tomorrow ill be better and get off my lazy ass.
i hate being sick. i never feel like myself at all. i think its because i think of...
i hella know i shouldnt be happy about something like this. but yay. my friend might be sad but i know its better for him.
im really not content with this.
i want more.
my insides are conflicted. in more than one way…
why does it take someone else interfering to realize what you want and love is right in front of your face?
ive been running myself to the ground. between school, work, and anything that has to get done. its so much. i know i do better in school if i do more. it motivates me more definitely. but the price i pay is completely crashing. my body likes to say screw you for working so damn hard and not sleeping at all. so here i am crashing!
im hoping and wishing on a star for something. santa be good to...
oh boy. what am I doing?
Its weird when ur out of town and suddenly u can’t talk to the one person u do talk to everynight before u sleep. Because it be rude to the other people ur with.
two hours of driving by myself. raining. my music and hot chocolate. it was very serene. i thought it would seem super long but it wasnt. now here in the bay.
my friends at work dislike the trouble makers and i can see why. however some are so darn cute its hard to dislike. plus im use to dealing with those kids that cause trouble. granted im talking about the ones that like to have fun, not the ones with attitude that i cannot stand. i think i have a special liking for them because i was a trouble maker myself. and so was my dad and my cousin. i know...
“How do I hang up?” -friend
hahahhahahahahha thats pathetic.
Getting to that point where so much lack of sleep has built up. Everything aches. Urgh. Thank goodness for naps.
damn it yg get ur live stream to work. this is painful to watch it such choppyness. i want to see top!
i am definately not a lets make plans last minute person. i have way too much going on in my life for that. i even to an extent plan my naps. is that sad? im fine with everyone once in a while going somewhere on short notice. but like i said im most likely busy or tired. a little notice ahead of time really helps me out.
my poor bank account! after all that hard work i have to pay tuition. one thing that really irks me inside is seeing my money go away. -_-. i know its life. but gah im so damn cheap. i guess i got to look at this for the long run. college means a better future. thats it.
this is fucking crazy. its going to be on repeat...
i party- fareast movement